I've struggled, probably like you have, when I've felt broken and couldn't make sense of my faith and what to do with my brokenness. It's an empty feeling.
Today we discuss a path to healing that ends with a true fountain of faith. Our guide, the 7th Century monk, Saint John Climacus. He wrote a book called The Ladder of Divine Ascent which is a guide for those aiming to climb the ladder that leads to a life consumed with God.